I know I haven't been posting often-I shall explain in more detail in a later post, but rest assured I am still writing, even if I don't always have time to post. It seems that blogging, something which I was very committed too for several years, seems to be falling by the wayside. But when I don't post, I get comments from friends complaining that I don't post as much and so perhaps the blog DOES matter and deserves more commitment than I have been showing it lately.


Part of it is that I have been involved in a VERY ill advised affair-even by my own standards I'm off the map. The affair has been, since the beginning, a fairly dramatic and time consuming affair and at the moment, I'm on the fence about whether to continue. I've learned from previous relationships that I'm one of those people that holds onto the barest glimmer of hope when I should just say "So long and thanks for all the fish," (The fish line doesn't really make much sense, but it's a tribute to the Late great Douglas Adams.) So there is that-and then there is the fact the sex is just insane-we seem to be two people perfectly matched in terms of our desires and attitudes in the bedroom. But the problem is up until last week I really believed that he was the first man to love me in 7 years. Now I'm not so sure.

So what is a girl to do when she doubts the love of her man?

Girlfriend gets into a hot decadent bath, pours glitter all over her body until she sparkles like Liberace, puts on a kinky little angel outfit complete with petticoats and thigh high stockings and goes to party like the motherfucking little rock star that she is. I'm Bunni Fucking Speigelman and I'll be goddamned if some lame ass man is gonna break me NOW. So I'm off to Glamdammit in a few minutes to meet up with some friends and be fabulous. I wish you all were here to go down there with me. But since you aren't I'll share some of my flickr stream with you. Feel free to pelt me with candy!

Labels: boyfriend troubles, costumes, halloween